*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Monday, September 20, 2004
/16:39

Dis mornin, i went to his hse to return him his camera... It's been a vry long time since i last saw him. I hate to admit it but i miz him sooo much! I noe i cant... I'm nt supposed to.. Its wrong.. But i cant help it. I still cant get over him. Well...honestly, i was really happy juz nw when i met him. We talked n joked around as if its d most normal thing to do... Like old times... Haiz. Well, he made me late fer sch. After i left, he msged me sayin he miz me and he still hv feelings fer me... Well, i do too... But we juz cant be together. He already hv a gurl.... n i already hv a guy. Sheesh... I luv Rusdi, but i still cant get over him.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.