*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Saturday, September 18, 2004
/23:42

Dis mornin Rusdi came over to my hse wit a chocolate cake... Gosh. Its so nice..n delicious too. Hehe.. I was vry touched dat he bought it to celebrate our 3 mths anniversary, which is yesterdae! He's so damn sweet.. Well, I cant afford to buy him anythin cuz I'm kinda on a tight budget. ;-p But i made him a card n i drew a pic of him in it... He really liked it. (",) hehe. Then we went C.P. and after dat go see bike at.....well, sumwhere- I dunno d name of d place. I gt sick in d afternoon seh... Sheesh. But well, he took care of me. So sweet... But I hate it when he force me to drink d medicine. Yuck! Its bitter n menthol n juz plain yucks. Eeew... >;-P

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.