*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Friday, October 01, 2004
/23:07

Hehe.... My wish finally came true when I found out dat there's gonna be sparring session during TKD fer white belts. AND, like duh.... I hv to spar wit Normah. At first really excited budden I scared sial.... I mean, she's ma fwen! Hw to kick her? Oh well.... Then summore my face like ketupat seh when wear d head gear.. I feel like a chipmunk! So.... when spar, I let her kick first so in dat way then I can bring myself to kick her back. Vry tiring seh... Huh. Sial ar... Normah rite, all d way disqualified kick seh.. keep kickin' my thigh ... Evrytime same place one. I cant take it seh... One time I nearly collapse but I tahan... Fuckin pain sial.... But d wierd thing iz, after dat first spar, I feel like want to spar again seh.... hehe. Vry shiok. (",)

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



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