*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Thursday, October 28, 2004
/16:21

Love is when you let him go... you know he is happy now.
Love is when you know you'll get over him somehow.
Love is when his happiness is what matters to you.
Love is when you allow him to love her... and not love you true.
Love is when you'll still love him... and still.. he'll never know..
Love is when you'll swallow the pain and slowly let go...

Love is when you wake up, he is already in your mind...
Love is when you lost your heart, he is all that you can find.
Love is when you want to be the one to dry his tears..
Love is when you see the truth in every one of his lies...
Love is when you want to listen to all his whims and woes.
Love is when you want him to care about everywhere he goes.
Love is when he calls you, your heart goes a flutter...

Love is when you see him "I love him.." you silently stutter.
Love is when you tell the world that you love him so.
Love is when you've told the world... but he doesn't know
Love is when you know you'll still love him when he's lost his hair...

Love is when your eyes light up when you see him there...
Love is also when you hear your heart breaks when he held another girl's hand.
Love is when you crumbled as you hear them say that it will last forever.
Love is when you cry inside yet smile outside when they say hi to you.
Love is when you held your breath and said "How do you do?"

Yet... love is a funny thing....
Love is when you smile when you hear that it's him and her no more..
Love is when you hear him sent her through the door...
Love is when you try to bump in to him again...
Love is when he'll say hi to you and there is no more pain.

Love is suddenly real love when he says he loves you too...
Love is suddenly real love when his life revolves around you.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but he didn't dare.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but thought you didn't care...
Love is suddenly real love when now it's all coming true
Love is suddenly real love when you love him and he loves you...
Love is suddenly real love when now your life is nearly complete.
Love is suddenly real love when everyday... it's him you meet.
Love is suddenly real love when your friends accept him too.
Love is suddenly real love when you can have time for them and him and you.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.