*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Saturday, October 09, 2004
/02:31

Haiz.... Tomorrow, i mean todae(technically) they're goin sentosa fer a dae of sun, sand, n d sea. And im gonna miss out on all d fun. Urgh..! >:-( Im really excited wen i gotta noe bout d trip. Thought of goin wit Rus but says he's tired n dun wanna go.. Well, im torn between luv n frenship.. Sumhow i gt tied up in a mess cuz things didnt werk out d way i planned. And so i've decided to go wit luv... Its ok, i'll make a lil sacrifice on my part. D thing is, rite nw, at dis vry moment, Rus is still outside at a coffeeshop wit his guyz hvin supper wen he's 'supposed' to be tired cuz he gt guard duty yesternite. Sheesh... Im kinda mad at him rite nw. And juz nw while talkin on d phone, he ask me whether i wanna go sentosa tomorrow. Says its ok wit him. Pffftt.. He thinks i still wanna go? Well, i do....but, wats d point? I gt no more mood already... Wen we've like, fought on wed cuz of dis...sheesh. Nw my whole weekend is ruined. Well, my mood dat is.. (".) Humph. Guyz...

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.