*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Friday, November 19, 2004
/16:07

Yesterdae, d plan is to go jln raye wit normah n gang. But, wat happened instead is Rus n me got into an accident. Luckly, only we 2 got hurt. In d end, we didnt go jln raye. Here's an account of wat happened:
Rus was supposed to cum my hse at 1600hrs n frm there go Hairoul's hse meet d rest. But at 1430hrs Rus cum my hse to fetch me to accompany him go his hse to change. We left my hse at ard 1445hrs n reach his hse at abt 1500hrs. We left his hse at ard 1530hrs. I told him to hurry cuz we hv to reach my hse at ard 1600hrs. At d filter lane, when Rus made a left turn, his bike went straight towards d road divider cuz he made a wide turn. I knew sumthin's wrong when his bike didnt turn completely n when I saw we're headin straight towards d divider, I knew we're gonna crash. N we did. Well, I was a bit shocked at first. Rus buang but I didnt cuz d bike pinned my leg. thank god... Rus rushed to me wif a panic look n helped me up. He was so worried bout me. When I stand, both my legs felt like they're burning. Its a torture fer me to walk. D first thing I check was my baju. Make sure its nt torn. ;-p Then I check my legs. M right leg worse than my left cuz we fall on our right. My right knee koyak, n got lots of grazes n bruises. My left elbow also koyak but a lil bit only... We fall right in front of d police station seh. Rus's baju koyak.. His bike also rabak. He left d bike there n we took taxi back to his hse. Then we go to d nearby clinic.. In d end we juz chill in his room d whole day. Rus send me hme at nite.. We took a bus hme. Haha. So long neva take public transport. ;-p Oh well... In a way, dis is a sweet memory. One I'll neva forget. (",)

xxmuackxx
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_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



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