*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Thursday, November 11, 2004
/23:03

Meet Rus at 0815 hrs then go his hse.. Slpt till ard noon. Then we go CP. Hmm.. 77th St nice already seh... Looks more spacious now. We took a pic in da shop n went off to town at ard 1400 hrs. When we reach d petrol st near d railway near my hse there it rains heavily we had to stop under a small bridge. No, a vry small bridge. We still kena rain.. N to make matters worse, there's a lot of big puddles on d rd. So...wheneva a bus, lorry or even car pass by, got 1 big wave hit us. Yuckz! >:-p After quite a long time then I realized my bag is still at d vespa. I was so horrified. Rus quickly take it fer me. By then my bag soaking wet seh... N its nt waterproof. Sheesh... N there's thunder too. Vry loud. So we no choice, travel in da pouring rain to my blk n wait at d void deck fer d rain to stop. D things inside my bag all wet seh... My wallet, my shades, even my hp. Haiz... Well, at least got free entertainment. Haha. Rus like clown seh. D way he walk is so farny- like a robot. Cuz he hates d soaking wet feeling. Hehe. But d most farny part is when he wants to sit back on d bike cuz d rain finally stop n we wanna go off. HAHA. Like baru kene sunat! Aaahhahahaaahaa. Takleh angkat seh.. I laughed like there's no tomorrow. He looks so farny. Haha.. Well, at first he wanna go hme change but when we reach Jurong he changed plan cuz his clothes kinda dry already. So we went straight to town.

When we reach town, he wanna go park at d hospital behind Paragon. Dat genius, enters d carpark on d wrong lane. Ppl go out, he special- he go IN. Sheesh. Evrytime like dat seh. Main sondol je... Nak shortcut. Luckly there's only 1 car gg out. N its still kinda far away. First stop- toilet. We were freezing inside Paragon. Damn cold seh.. Both of us were shivering. He poor thing, wait 15 mins fer me. I'm inside d toilet, nt cold.. But outside is freezing. Hehe. Ooops. ;-p Then we go Heeren. I showed him the shades I like at NEXT. But he said its nt dat nice...normal. Humph. Oh well. Then we go take neoprint. Vry nice... (",) After dat we straightaway go Geylang. Reach there, he go Ubi first. Pay his bike thingy. I wait fer him outside d shop... at his bike. There's dis vespa, wit a LV-design seat. Nice seh. I wanna find a Burberry-design fer Rus's vespa. Then there's dis 2 other guys at d shop, kept looking at me. Sheesh... I mean. Harlew.... Cant they see I cum wit my boyfren? Urgh. After dat we go Geylang.

Reach Geylang, he went straight when he's supposed to turn left. Then wanna argue wit me, say there cannt turn left. Sheesh.. So we reach a blk of flats instead. I told him to retrace his route, n he did juz dat! But. But but but... D rd is a one-way rd. Suddenly I saw 2 white car driving toward us! I was horrified! Urgh. Like hollywood movie seh. D 2 cars slowed down at d same time n we squeezed in between them. They horned at us juz as we pass them. Sheesh... N dat asshole was so damn happy! Laugh like there's no tomorrow. I feel like strangling him. Urgh. Well, finally...he listened to me n we reach Geylang in one piece. Wanna park his bike also go wrong way- AGAIN! Urgh... Dat guy. I wonder how he gt his license. Sheesh... Oh well. We walked ard, n finally I gt my kebaya. A black one wit red here n there... Nice. (",)

xxmuackxx
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_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.