*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself

/Tuesday, November 02, 2004

/11:44

Aaaaarrgghh...!!! Tomorrow's my crit! I'm gonna die.... I knew it. I cud sense it! Hmm.... Ok.. Ok.. I'm being dramatic, but I noe they're gonna shoot me. Well, I did some shoppin' last saturdae. *grinz* Well, I bought d black shirt at Red (d 1 I've been eyeing fer some time) n a black pants at This Fasion. I lurve d shirt... Its black, wit silver stripes n gt some ruffles on it. Vry pretty. D pants is plain black, but i like d front of d waist. Its sorta like v-shaped. (",) I'm gonna buy d shoe todae...hope can find my size. I've been eyeing a pair of Marie Claire's at Bata but they no longer hv one in my size. Haiz... Its vry hard to find a lady's shoe in my size. Urgh... I've been searching high n low fer one!(I'm exaggerating) Oh well... Dat means I hv to continue on my shopping. Hee... (",)

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..

_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.

Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...

I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han

h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.