*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Friday, November 19, 2004
/18:23

Once in my life, whatever he were to the world he become everything to me. When I look him in the eye, travelling to the depths of his soul and say a million things without trace of a sound, I know that my own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of his very heart. I love him for a million reasons, and no paper would do it justice. And yet I don't know a single reason. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.