*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Wednesday, December 01, 2004
/23:35

Urgh... money money money. Its so farny- in da rich man's world. N apparently, I'm nt. I've neva been dis broke before..! Haiz... My bank account is waiting fer $80. N I hv to hurry before my mom finds out. If nt, I'm dead. N I still need $25 to print my A1 panel.. N another $24.60 fer my hp bill. Aaarrgghh. Mane nak korek sial... Haiz. Stress seh... Humph. I hv to find a job... Werk part-time. But Rus wont let me... Says we wont hv much time fer each other anymore if I do. Well, I know dat... But I really need d money. Its nt dat i dun care dat I wont be able to spend as much time wif him anymore if I werk... But.. Urgh. FUCK!

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.