*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Sunday, December 19, 2004
/13:43


Meet Rus at 1430 hrs yesterdae at Clementi mrt st. We planned to catch a movie- Kung Fu Hustle. But when we reach PS, we found out d movie will be showing on 23 Dec. Sheesh... I dunno how Rus cud be so confident dat d movie is already showing. Well, so we go town.. Took neoprints at Heeren. After dat we go mkn at Lucky Plaza. Then we go far East n went hme(his hse) after dat. Its been a tense day. Sumhow I keep getting mad at Rus. I dunno y I suddenly becum so petty. Its juz dat he keeps making me angry... Haiz. I feel so guilty... Its nt dat he did anything wrong... I was juz so irritated. At nite we chill in his room n went hme ard 2230 hrs.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.