*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Saturday, December 04, 2004
/23:05

Yesterdae Rus half dae... Finish camp at 1200 hrs. So... We meet at 1340 hrs at cck mrt ctrl st. Well, he's late of course. As usual... Then he bring me go his granny's hse. His real mom's mom. Hehe. Then I saw his baby photo. He's so cute..! ;-p After dat actually we wanna go d bike shop at bugis but last min found out its closed dat dae. So I decided to go town cuz I wanna eat carrot cake at Lucky Plaza. Hehe... Rus seems vry tired dat dae... But he says he didnt do anythin at camp dat dae. Oh well. Poor boy. Kinda bored at town so we go see movie at Plaza Singapura- The Incredibles. Its vry entertaining. After d movie, Rus seems more awake. Finally... Heh. Then we go Bugis village, juz window shopping. N go see his bike fer awhile at d carpark where his bike is kept. Haha. It looks horrible seh.. Cuz Its not painted yet n u cud see all d raw metal n burnt marks frm d welding. Hehe. Evrythin is done except fer d wire thingy n painting. Its gonna look great when done. (",) Cant wait. I noe Rus is dieing to get his bike back. Heh. Then todae meet him fer awhile n we go CP. Before dat go mkn at Let's Eat at Lot 1 n go develope my hari raya photo too. We go 77th St n found out dat Nigel quit already n Sab too cuz she continue studies. Ala... now cant see them anymore. Sheesh... Hmm. Then we go civics library n I borrowed 2 books by John Wyndham. After dat I got bored n thought of eating ice-cream at Swensen's but Rus says expensive n suggested we go take neoprint instead. Well, of course, it turns out great.. Heh. Look who's d model. ;-p After dat we go arcade...Hehe. Kinda fun. At ard 1830 hrs we decided to go hme. Then when walkin past Esprite, dis 2 skulgirls walk past me wit a cup of chocolate ice-cream in their hands. It looks really yummy n so.... Hehe. Yup. I want 1 too..! (",) So I bought 2. 1 fer me, n 1 fer Rus! Hehe. Oh well... I cant help it. It's really good. Its called 'Cappucino (sumthin)' at KFC... Afetr enjoying d ice-cream, Rus sent me hme n he go meet his frenz at Marina (I think). (",)

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___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.