*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Tuesday, March 29, 2005
/22:36

Im sooo relieved..! Talked to Rus juz nw... He says he feels much betta nw.

Yesterday he had his operation at d same time as i had my crit. Hehe. I came wit boy at ard 1830hrs n Rus juz came back frm d operation too. Well, dats wat d lady at d next bed told us.. Rus was half concious. My heart literally break sia when i saw him... He look so pitiful with all those 'wires' on him. N he's in great pain. Can see dat he's tryin to tahan d pain. He's groaning n tears rolled down his cheeks a number of times.

Today i planned to cum down at 0900hrs but i woke up at 0900hrs instead. So i reached at ard 1130hrs. His mom is already there. She left at ard nn, cuz of d rain. Rus didnt talk much n he looked really tired. But at least betta then yesterdae ar. I stayed wit him till ard 1530hrs cuz im meetin ma mom at Raffles Place mrt st after she finish werk. I tot of cuming back to see Rus at nite but gt no time. I feel so guilty sia... I wanna be there with him. He needs me.. Called him straight away once i reach hme. So glad he's ok n feelin much betta. He even drank a soup juz nw at ard 1800hrs. Hope he'll recover fast.. I lurve him.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.