*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Friday, March 18, 2005
/22:40

Juz came back frm d hospital... Visit Harny. Poor gurl... She was admitted on wednesday.. But i cant visit her dat day. Planned to visit her on thursday but dat day vespa buat hal. End up at lavender till 2130hrs. Only today finally can see her. I really hope its nuthin serious. She told me d dr suspect its cancer. Na'uzubillah... I pray fer her health.

Haiz... My A1 panel submission next monday... But i only gt 1 miserable incomplete render n i need 2 of it. Cant use viz at hme... Studio neva open tomolo n library dun hv viz. Im in deep shyte sia... Hvnt even start doin d A1 panel. N my crit is on d 30th of march. Wish me luck ppl. Urgh.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.