*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Monday, March 14, 2005
/17:00

Geez... My body still aches frm last Saturdays water sports. Esp my neck. Urgh. But it was damn fun... Rus was supposed to pick me up at 0700hrs, but instead he woke up at 0700hrs. Sheesh... N d nite before, he told ME nt to wake up late. Pffft. Oh well... Then we go to d SAF Yatch Club at Sembawang. Gt d army family day event thingy.

First we went for d motorboat ride. Then d banana boat. Rus accidentally dropped our locker key into d sea when he stepped on a nail juz before d ride. Lucky its nt sharp. I fell twice during d banana boat ride sia... D first time i held on to d handle too tight and when i fall, i gt dragged by d boat. Sial ar... It felt like fallin on concrete floor seh. I tot i broke my neck or sumthin. D second time i didnt hold on properly n i slipped off d boat. Haha. Malu seh... Im d only one who fell. Rus was shocked when i fell n he jumped in after me. Hahaha. N i lost my hair clip. Sheesh. After dat we went on d jetski. Dat was really fun. Hehe. (",)

After all dat 3 rides, my whole body was aching. So we went to d spa pool. Shiok seh... Like gettin a massage. Hehe. After relaxing in d spa pool, Rus paid fer d locker key n we took a shower n changed. N then we went hme.

Rus sent me hme to get my baju kurong cuz we're gg to Mimi's bro's wedding at Bedok. After d wedding i changed n we went to Far East n i gt my hair cut. Whoo. Hehe. Damn short... N i like d place. Hmm... Next time im gettin a haircut, im gonna go there again. Hee. Well, while i was gettin ma hair cut, Joron n his gurl came. They go mkn first n wen i finished, we join em at d coffee shop. After Rus finish eating, they sent me hme n Rus stayed over at Jorons hse dat nite. Cuz theyre gonna wash bike on Sunday.

xxmuackxx
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_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.