*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself

/Saturday, April 23, 2005

/16:30

23rd April... Saturday... 1630hrs... It didnt hv to hapen. It was vry silly of me, i noe... It was a wake up call fer me. I hv to stop being so selfish. Itz nt fair to assume evryones d same. Dats so totally wrong. Im so sori... Ure rite. But. I wonder... If wat u say to me were really true, hw cud u hv d heart to do dat? I mean. After all, dis kinda thing is part n parcel of any kinda relationship.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..

_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.

Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...

I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han

h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.