*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Sunday, October 16, 2005
/20:32

heyy. its me again.. after such a looonngg time. haiz. life's still d same. im still waiting. still hoping against all hopes. still tryin to figure out wat to do.. i really hv no idea wat to do. i wanna move on but.. but.. urgh. im stubborn.. i noe.. i shud juz move on n let the past stay there. but i cnt move on.. i guess im afraid. i mean. i dunno wats in store fer me. i wish i cud juz press the pause button. n evrythin wud juz stay the way it is.

forever n ever n ever...

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.