*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Tuesday, November 01, 2005
/19:12

yayy... no skul todae, tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow, and...maybe tomorrow's tomorrow's tomorrow? heh.

urgh. first dae of skul n already they gave us briefing for new project. its called DRESS. pffftt. but i got such a boring combination sia.. tailored suits? *being dramatic* why oh why....? why cnt i get sumthin like cheongsam or nyonya kebaya or sari? n i dun want perfumery... i want body art! or manicure n pedicure... humph. wat luck. but at least this tyme got same combi as normah. haha. wat luck. ;-p sheesh... its called fate huh. oh well.. n this time, i wanna giv it my 1o1%. no more slacking fer fiza.. hehe.

yesterday, finally got to buke puase togetha wit d DID ppl. haha. waited fer like d whole hols. sheesh.. initially thought of gg lucky plaza but hidir aint got a cashcard. so... we end up break fast at jp banquet. n hidir, so much for his dun b late ok... sape lambat kene dende. ya.. ya.. end up normah n me reached first. even though we're like supposed to be late cuz meetin at 1800hrs. n diyanah didnt came cuz her stepmom didnt allow her to. so it was juz me, normah, hidir n asyik. walked ard jp fer awhile.. went into toysrus.. blablablah. n then they send me hme... haha. well, not really uhh.. asyik gg bt panjang i think, so he offered to send me cuz on d way mah.. n hidir also got xtra helmet n normah gg cck too, meet hairoul at lot1. n so... they send me first then hidir sent normah to lot1. well, actually supposed to meet rus but he went to zouk instead. pffftt. wtf. well, wateva..

gonna get my nails done tomorrow. hmm.. shud i go for french? or normal? *ponders fer awhile* i say french, but ma wallet says normal. hee.. see uhh tomorrow how.. maybe i cud negotiate wit ma wallet n come up wit a compromise. aaaahahahahaahha...

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.