*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Monday, January 23, 2006
/13:02


i giv up!!!

i've got too much time n nuthin to do yet im out of time to complete loads of stuffz. so... wat do i do? well, i do nuthin, while tryin to figure out how to complete everythin. and guess wats the solution i come up with? well, i tell maself to stop doin everythin and start doin nuthin! *grinz*

oh well... im so stressed up, i really am. i need sumone to complain to and pity me and shower me with attention and tlc and all those shytes. but theres no one to turn to. well, theres always normah to complain to but.. lets juz say her sense of hearing is malfunctioning at the moment. aaahahaahaha... n besides, she got her own shytes to worry abt.

"where's the boyfriend when i need him?!"

urgh... he's always bz nowadays. i noe... i noe... he dont hv a choice.

"my syg vry understanding one rite... ur guy here got debts to pay..."

ooooookaayyyyy... i understand... i do. really. itz juz dat i juz have to let all this stress out by complaining. well, if not, ill go to fc1 and eat. n then ill go to co-op to buy some junks to eat. n dats all i do. slack, worry, try not to worry, slack again, n eat n eat n eat. but i cnt eat as i pls now cuz i too hv my debts to pay, apart frm helping the boyfriend to pay fer his bike. so i dun hv dat much money wit me to spend on ma stomach. so... im left with complaining. n dats wat im doin.

haiz.. no more hope uhh. i have no more will, no more time, no more energy, no more ideas.

the game's over.. ill juz lie down and play dead.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.