*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Monday, January 23, 2006
/12:22

life.. it is neither a bed of roses nor a carpet of thorns.. however, life is beautiful. if we could see all the creatures outside there, it makes life more meaningful. believe it or not, realize it or not, God gives us eyes and mind to see and think about all creation. He made that, and it gives much more meaning to life. yet, life is a succession of lessons, which must be lived to be understood.

let by gone be by gone. living in the past causes us to miss the present and life is too short to just let it pass us by. we have to go on and accept defeats with a grace of an adult, not the grief of a child.

indeed nature's beauty is an art of God, so let us feel the touch of God's invisible hands in every beautiful things. Apart from the life we have is God's gift to us and what we do with it is our gift back to Him. of course, we can't assume what will happen in our life tomorrow but life can only be understood backwards and must be lived forward since it's a mystery to be lived, not a problem to be solved.

and with life there is always love. true love is not by finding someone else but finding your other half coz love is when they come to us with the other half of our soul that we never knew was missing. it is when we think about it, sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it and when we don't have it, we search for it but when we discover it, we don't know what to do with it and when we have it, we fear losing it. it is the constant source of pleasure and pain, but we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next. love is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without. yet love is like the air we breath. it may not be seen but it is always there. it is something that grows from friendship. love is friendship with meaning and understanding while friendships without love is nothing. thus loving someone means having the responsibility of holding their heart in our hands coz love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to our own. love is when you find yourself spending every wish on them. for it is not into their ear you whisper, but into their heart and soul.

"In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends." - Martin Luther King Jr.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.