*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself

/Tuesday, January 10, 2006

/01:59

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI to all muslims..
may Allah open our heart towards repentance
guide us towards His love
and away from His wrath

dear Allah, forgive me of all my sins
my God, forgive me of my ignorance
i'm always defying Your rules
whether intentionally or not
always ignoring Your orders
even though knowing im Yours
remembering it at sunrise
only to forget by sunset
its like a cycle, again and again
oh God, please guide this being
who longs for Your love
i'm weak, i'm ignorant
without Your guidance
You who loves, You who cares, You who forgives
towards Your creations
i often promise to You
and often break that promise
i had cried because of You
and laughed thereafter
i'm fearful of You
yet i'm hoping to You
hopefully i will be safe in this world and in the next
just like those whom You love
Amin..

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..

_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.

Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...

I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han

h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.