*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Thursday, January 05, 2006
/14:49

so far so good... the first 5 days of 2006 hv been great. well, okayy.... at least its been good, if not great.

was in the lift wit rus when 2006 came. haha. gosh.. *shakes head* spent 1st january 2006 with dearest family members (plus d makciks n pakciks n cuzzies n etc. etc. etc.) n rus. lol... had lots of fun, surprisingly.. the family is getting more n more...well, family-ish. haha. but its great tho.. juz like old times. (",)

hmm.. quarelled wit mom n dad on d 2nd of january 2006. at exactly 12 midnite! haha.. i got pissed off at em. well, think back.. im in the wrong. rus is rite.. i shudnt hv gotten angry at em. they love me, thats y.. no ones fault la actually. its d generation gap. lols.

handed in ma project on time on the 3rd of january 2006... im not late!!! woohooo! heh. n i manage to complete 14 out of 16! feels gd sia... haha. but i hv d feeling im gonna get some serious shooting at crit. *shakes head* haiz... wish me luck ppl.

on d 4th.. went to nuh wit ibu. praying that she'll be fine... nuthin serious. insyaallah.. well, after that went straight to skul, mit normah. she was shot. bad. urgh... n hidir too. tomorrow, me. hmm. we chilled at jp coffeebean. me, normah, hidir, diyanah. thats my first time talking to her. can u believe it? haha. well, she's quite crappy, surprisingly. haha.. ok la... we clicked, i think. after that went to meet rus n go searching fer ibu's present. argh!!! so many presents-required-events coming up! n i still owe me $400.. *faints*


haiz.. hope this year is gonna be a smooth one. no more drama pls... i had enough of that in 2005. my apologies to all that ive wronged, my thanks to all who hv been there fer me. thanks a lot, i really appreciate it u guyz..

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.