*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Monday, February 20, 2006
/13:47

its funny hw life is. one moment its like this, the next moment its like dat. how u can feel awkward talkin to frens yet didnt bat an eyelid when startin a conversation wit a stranger.

nuthin much happened lately.. i went out, i had fun, everythins all peaceful. too peaceful. haha. its funni dat i always wished fer things to be perfect. n when it is, i dun feel anythin. i mean. im supposed to be happy n contented. rite?

"in a moment of chaos- yet strangely calm."

will i live dat life again? i hope not.. but itz d only life ive known to live all my life. n the only life dat could make me feel alife. again.



...i miss drinkin tea at NLB wit me.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.