*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Saturday, March 18, 2006
/00:38

its sad when u hear of couples gg their seperate ways due to the wrongdoin of one party, misunderstanding, fights, or d worst case- d lost feeling of love itself. most of the time breakups occur due to sumthin dat went wrong. dat, however painful it is (trust me, its VERY painful), is still logical n d dumpee can cry his/her heart out, spit evry known vulgarities at d dumper, or d sweetest thing, get even- im talkin abt revenge. -hyuk hyuk-

anyhoos.. wat if one party merely lost interest? ouchh. dats even worse sia.. considering d fact dat ure so loveble its impossible fr ppl not to love u. but usually dis is only in long-term relationship. n when it happens, then comes d qn- "whut went wrong?" usually, d ans is a simple "nuthin." dis is extremely sad cuz there's no logical explanation to whut is happening. i mean- trees wont sway w/o wind. cigs wont burn w/o flame. theres no smoke w/o fire. geddit? but shytes like dis do happen. theres a saying dat goes "things happen fer a reason", but hv u ever heard of a saying which goes "things happen bcuz of a reason"? well, i dun think so.. i dun know so.

"i finally learned to say.. whutever will be will be..."

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.