*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Sunday, March 05, 2006
/22:30

rus juz went hme.. haiz. he's gg DB tomorrow.. maybe fer 5 days, maybe 7. urgh! clever him. sick dun wanna go clinic take mc.. now hv to go DB. sooo clever.

oh wellz.. he's turnin 21 tomorrow. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SYG!!! heehee. bought him a cake at bt. gombak after training.. didnt tell him cuz wanted to giv him a surprise when i come his hse. but dat fella cnt wait fer me n decided to fetch me frm training grd since i told him im gonna finish ard 1500hrs to 1600hrs. sheeesh.. so waited fer him in his room.

while waiting, normah called to say he juz called her n she tot he's cheeann. haha. gosh.. funny sia.. throughout the whole conversation, she tot she's talking to cheeann. only a few moments after they hang up then she realised it muz be rus. gosh.. well, dis was hw d conversation goes (i'll try my best to recall d words)-

ok i giv up.. gt normah to tell me d story again. well, here goes-

rus: hello normah ar?
normah: ya.. who's dis?
rus: rusdi.
(but normmah tot she heard him say cheeann)
normah: wat u want?
rus: wheres fiza?
normah: fiza not with me.. she go her bf hse.
rus: eh, i tot u gt training?
normah: ya la.. we gt training wat juz nw.
rus: hw long she nt wit u anymore?
normah: 1hr ago.
rus: i suppose to mit fiza at skul..
normah: y u wana mit fiza? fer wat? training finish already wat..
(then rus keep asking qns)
normah: y u wana disturb fiza fer wat? eh cee seng ask me go watch movie.. ask him to blanja ar. i gt no money..
(rus mumbled sumthin)
rus: fiza at where?
normah: y u wanna see fiza? gt extra training ar?
(silence)
normah: u still at clementi?
rus: ya..
normah: where chee seng?
(silence)
rus: i alone.
(blablablah, then rus giv up n hang up. a few steps later, she realised her slengerness)

rus juz called. ok heres his story (d shorter version)-

rus: hello, fiza wit u or not?
normah: no la.. she go off long time already. she go her bf hse..
rus: tkd finish already meh?
normah: huh? tkd? finish long tyme ago wat..
(silence)
normah: juz nw fiza wit me at jurong east. eh i boring sia.. no money. u at where?
rus: i at clementi ar.
(confusion)
rus: wat time fiza go off?
normah: 1hr ago..
rus: if she call u n ask i gt call u or not, tell her i gg hme wait fer her.
normah: uhh.. ok.. bye.
(after dis call rus was in a moment of fury cuz i lied to him, he's caught in the rain, n he dunno wat d hell normah is babling abt)

well, shortly after normah told me abt dis, i was laughing ma ass off when rus walked into d room. n.. to cut d story short, we had a lil argument cuz he's in a bad mood. but things went along great after dat.

n yeah, d cake was deee-li-cious! -winkz-

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.