*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Saturday, April 15, 2006
/15:09

aahh... juz finished baking peanutbutter choc-chip cookies. heh. yummayy... -winkz-

my mom showed me an article in berita harian yesterday. its about this self proclaimed ustaz who hv 10 wives. my mom said that he once gt in the papers becuz of the 10 wives thingy. but yesterdae, he was in d papers again cuz he rapped his daughters. -shakes head- he's 45 n hv 66 children, 33 boys n 33 gurls. (nice number uhh) but sad, he's not fit to be called dad. he rapped 6 of his 33 daughters abt twice.

it started when he preached to his family by translating a verse frm the Qur'an stating that a father hv full rights on his daughters to d extend of hving sex wit em. (nw wtf is dat?) at first the wives told him that he may hv made a mistake but he sweet talked em by saying that he wanted to disipline his daughters as they hv started to befriend boys. (sheesh... excuses. old bastard.) his excuse was that if he cud satisfy his daughters' lust (or shud i say, his lust?), they wont get involved wit boys. well then, the (stupid) wives who are well educated (most of em are university graduates), fall fer his "story". they even pacify their daughters to give their body to their father. (walao... nw wat do u call a mother like dat?)

the saddest part was when the gurls, aged 12-15, was crying out in pain (they were bleeding), the father w/o any feelings of shame, told them to bear wit it n dat it wont last for long. one by one the gurls would enter their father's room while the wives stayed outside waiting. (omg, the wives are reallyreallyreally stooopid!) when the gurls came out crying n approached their mom, the mom would only hug em n say that they're proud of em fer being obedient. -slaps forehead- 2 of the 6 gurls got pregnant n the parents sent em fer abortion.

haiz.. wat is dis world cming to? no wonder Islam is always misunderstood as sumthin bad to the non-muslims. itz bcuz of all these "muslims" (aka ppl who says they're muslims but practise sumthin dat is obviously not of islamic teachings) who cause trouble n bring the subject of Islam into the matter. -shakes head-

well, thats all i hv to share fer nw.. imma go eat those cookies! -grinz-

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.