*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Sunday, May 14, 2006
/14:00

"..walau tak ku ucapkan.. walau tak ku pamirkan..
diriku selalu menghargaimu.."

yupz. tho i never said i love you to ma mom, i do love her dearly. even tho im always disappointing her, worrying her, n made her angry.. in ma heart im always hoping to bring a smile to her face. nuthin beats seing her smile bcuz of me, knowing dat i juz made her dae. i noe im not the best of daughters, being d devil dat i am. heh. hey, itz not easy to be a good daughter okayy..

mom n me hv a lot of differences. she's like heaven and im he.. earth. heh. we dont usually see eye-to-eye, but dats ok.. its normal. rite? rrrite.. n dats y im always grabbing opportunities like today to make ma mom's dae. i noe.. i noe.. u guyz would be saying "everyday shud be mother's dae." in other words, "u shud not wait fer mother's day to make ur mom happy, do it everyday." ya.. ya... easy fer u to say. dats only possible if ure an angel. n im human. anyhoos, if everydays mother's day, then it wont be special anymore.. true? see, i noe so.. -grinz-

well then, i would like to wish a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my dearest ibu, i love u always.. -muakz- and also to all other current mothers, future mothers, ex-mothers and not forgeting, mothers-tak-menjadi. kwangkwangkwang... hehe. juz joking la. -winkz-

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.