*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Tuesday, June 20, 2006
/01:15

ok. im full now.. so im in a better mood. haha. ok ok.. nw fer dat update.

today, i mean technically yesterday.. was ma first day at werk. it was fyne.. fun, even. was supposed to werk frm 1400hrs to 1800hrs but extended till closing cuz sumone was on mc. i didnt mind really.. its not like i had any plans.. well, i did la but its not important tho. haha..

well, i came late. was supposed to report to kak nora at 1330hrs. wahlao.. i had d timing planned nice2 sia. but shyte juz haaavvee to happen. it rained when i stepped out of d hse. n sooo i hadta take d bus. n u noe hw it is wit buses.. so d lembab. n becuz of dat i was 10mins late. sheeesh...

anyhoos, i like dis job.. hehe. oh ya, rus juz dyed his hair.. was on d phone wit him juz nw b4 i ate. sham n harny was over at his crib. sham's helping him dye his hair. its a shitty colour.. yuck. a sure turn-off. -shakes head-

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.