*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Tuesday, June 06, 2006
/15:05

went to 77th street cp yesterdae.. cuz heard of a bad news. but i dun think its serious la.. hope not. chilled at civics library first cuz sam was cmg. met fadhil wit his gurl while i was engrossed in this particular book. wat a pleasant surprise.. hvnt seen him in a vry long time. yesterday was full of surprises...

had a "lil quarrel" wit rus near closing time.. it was clearly not my fault. i was vry angry at him.. i dun enjoy being scolded at fer nuthin u noe.. i mean, who does? so of course in turn i made him more angry. n then he hurt me. i can never forgive him fer dat.. it really hurts.

well, he did apologise eventually... a lil too late if u ask me. but im glad. he really was sorry.. n said dat he'll make it up to me. all i wanted was fer him to realise his mistake. n he did.. im contented.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.