*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Thursday, July 27, 2006
/11:43

can i please have a universal remote too..? so i cud pause, skip, rewind my life. at times like this, sumthin like that cud really help. what wit skul.. life.. werk.. im really worried abt d shyte i've landed myself in. urgh.. i know im solely to be blamed fer all this but i juz cnt handle this anymore.

i didnt know life cud be so hard.. its hard being a student. its hard being a daughter. its hard being a fren. n its near impossible to be all 3 n more at d same time. but some ppl juz makes it looks so easy...







n yeah. im missing ya.. haha. i feel so stupid n silly, but yea.. i really do miss ya. -blush-


i.. am so sad. im angry. i wanna punch ur face. i wanna cry.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.