*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Wednesday, July 05, 2006
/00:10

one min is all it took..



oh how the heart aches but the tears refuse to give any comfort.

hw such a powerful emotion cud only numb the heart.

"I love you baby. I treasure u and this two years we had. But maybe its time to let us think and cool down" -12.04am 5/7/06

i miss the times we used to hv. the smile on my lips everytime i see u or hear ur voice. the warm feeling in my heart dat brightens up my day. the love dat i knew is the only thing dat i need to keep me alive. hw i long to smile at u again.. with u again.. becuz of u again. to laugh, to hug, to love.

where is our love? where did it went to? i know its still here sumwhere.. u said u love me.. n i hvnt stopped loving u.. then y is my heart so empty? y am i no longer smiling? my heart is aching.. hw i wish i cud cry it out. but my eyes just refuse to let the tears fall.. it hurts even more to cry inside. i wanna be happy again.. let me be happy again.

somebody pls make me happy again..

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.