*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself

/Tuesday, August 08, 2006

/04:20

finally.. 2 whole weeks off frm werk. took exam leave.

haiz.. but then i only got like less than a week to complete my prjt fer submission next monday. i'm sooo stressed up! i feel like screaming. giving up. -shakeshead- i dont know wats gonna happen to me.. i'm so so so down.. i dont even know wats happening anymore. haiz.. i think i better stop nw. i hate this feeling inside. i hate it. stop it.

i'm not missing you...

dat got me thinking... its been such a long time nw. guess its time fer me to do wat i have to do.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..

_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.

Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...

I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han

h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.