*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Wednesday, May 30, 2007
/01:52

hello..


been away fer too long. had d dear old com in fer repair. been bz wit werk. i was accused of being a workaholic! -shakes head- hv no idea if dats true. i was never one though.

but maybe.. juz maybe.. things hv changed nw. god knows. maybe it is true. i no longer hv time fer d things dat matters a lot to me. i feel guilty fer a lot of events dat happened around me lately. since d strt of all this. nt dat i regret, im tryin my best.. im always tryin.. really.

or maybe im juz making up all these excuses. maybe i do hv time. maybe?


haiz. i need a rest.

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.