*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Thursday, June 07, 2007
/22:39

why did it cme to dis..? how? i didnt expect dis frm u.. do u know hw dissappointed i was at d sight of dat? how cud u?

why..?

my mind is all messed up nw. my heart, well... im always tryin to ignore it but to no avail. wat am i to do?

i do realise d things i've done to u.. but i need ur help too. do u know how hard it is fer me? though ur intentions are always good, its too much of a pressure for me.. i cnt take it anymre.. i cnt.. i need ur help.

i dun wanna pull u dwn.. but ure too fast up.

hold my hand.. pls. walk beside me.



Baby will you return to love me
After the night becomes the day
After tonight begins to fade

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.