*bilchyfizz__________________ i cant find myself
/Friday, October 26, 2007
/16:21

yesterday was too much.

haiz... or maybe i juz cnt take it anymore. evryday is a battle of emotions dat i always try to keep under control. i dun know wat to do anymore. i've tried.. i've tried to be mre understanding, more rational, more patient. but hw cud i do so if u're not helpin?

u'll fire up due to d smallest n silliest of reasons. i've had enuf. in every situation i'll be d one at fault. yes, im egoistic. yes, im stubborn. yes, im all dat. but dat was wat i was.. WAS. no one can change frm devil to angel in a split second. it takes time.. i need time to change. but i dare say im changin. wat abt urself? i've tried not to add oil to ur fire wen we quarrell. but things always went wrong. wateva i did was always not rite. URGH. juz cuz sumthin i do is not d way u wanted it, or liked it, its wrong. it cnt be dat way... i cnt talk ur way, i cnt werk ur way, i cnt think ur way, I DUN WANT TO DO THINGS UR WAY.



to love a person is to accept em. i accepted u.. but u?

xxmuackxx
___________da story endz like this..




_____B I L C H Y_____

I'm shy. sensitive. gentle. patient.
I'm exuberant. lively. exhibitionist.
I hide the considerable depths of my character under a
cloak of frivolity.
Sometimes I make no sense.
Sometimes I'm perfect.
Sometimes I'm a mess.

Narcissist.
If I don't love me, who will?

I do not give myself easily and are sometimes accounted cold.
If I'm deceived my anger is terrible.
If disillusioned, I do not forgive.


Try figuring me out. You never can.
I am all extremes...



I.N.T.I.M.A.T.E.S.

LAF
ayu
bubz
eila
fad
fara
horny bitch
nad
ns
runn
shashi-mee
syafiq
syira
van
wan khai
yan han



h.u.s.h. ___ h.u.s.h.